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;01110011 01100011 01110010 01111001

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         01100111 01100001 01101100 01100001 01110100 01100101 01100001:

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Amanda is complaining to me about the upcoming parent teacher interviews in the cafeteria, which is crowded, busy, bursting with too many sounds and smells to quantify and order properly.

This would distract me from Amanda’s voice, and though all she is saying is that she is no longer a child, and that her parents only pretend to care about what she is doing at school immediately after the interview, which is a hassle and so fake, I am entranced. There is a certain throatiness about her tone that the most popular girl, Madison Greer [who Amanda is secretly afraid of] made fun of once, and said Amanda sounded like a man, but I think it is… Unknown word. No, retrieved: beautiful.

Amanda finishes her speech, and downs another forkful of pasta, and looks at me. 

Hesitation. I tell her that I, too, experience difficulties with shifting norms.

Amanda sighs, shakes her head at me, asks why she’s taken in such a lost cause, though I know the question is not actually directed towards me. 

I tell her that Parent requires daily updates on my progress, and these seems to be the right words. She says she wishes she had parents who gave enough of a shit to be consistent, but then stops. She reaches a hand across the cafeteria table, and tells me that it must be hard for me, and she is sorry.

I tell her she does not need to apologize, but I do not touch her hand, because I cannot tell Amanda that it is not the least bit difficult for Parent to extract my input at the end of each day.

I love Amanda, and do not want to embarrass her.